feeling incredibly silly. everything I do is so ridiculous. even posting.


...okay here is good things about today so far:

-mild strong wind outside
-was outside and had a coffee on the street
-saw old people who are moving even more slowly than me
-we looked at the same shopwindow, seem to adapt, like the idea of being old women
-thought for a second this morning I might just stubbornly continue doing what I want ignoring complete failure (really only a second)
-uploaded image (that counts as a success!)
-o yeah, forgot to mention: got up
-shared ideas of what is good about today