Damn, just spoke to my best friend from college days and the woman had very little to say to me regarding my current state, which isn't good. She acted as though it were in passing even thought to me I'm in a critical space.

Top that off with having to see a shirnk for the first time in 28 years because of 'the triggers' and man, I feel so isolated from reality right now.

Especially since I have to purchase my final expenses this week and my resting place.

WOW - if Bi-Polar folks are totally misunderstood, my name isn't Patricia and I'm not totally screwed up in the head.

You just gotta laugh while you sob. Damn