Well, my short-trip (was gone for the weekend... whereupon I met my bf's family.... as we stayed at their place for a few nights!!!!) if anything helped knock me fully out of it and into baseline. Which is funny because it was a wonderful trip, but it seems like more than anything these silly meds make me tired when I otherwise wouldn't be!! Boo-urns.

Just not sure if the meds are worth the total lack of fun. It's weird, but I sorta wish I'd hit upon the next depression to see if the meds make it bareable or not - because if the depression seems pretty much the same as always then I am DEFINITELY going to stop the meds (I'm not fond of being on meds and I don't overly need them.. just decided to up the quality of my life and I am giving them a fair chance... which means waiting for the next depression).