Nowhere - I told a doc about my suicidal ideation, but I downplayed my intentions so I wouldn't get sent to an inpatient. I just basically said that I thought about it a lot, including how, and that I felt it would be an easy escape often... but then I would say "but, I won't really do it of course." This is probably bad advice (LOL), but maybe you could do the same?

Whatever you do remember this, do not kill yourself no matter what. I used to be so down I wanted to die, but I found a med that has worked and a good therapist and now things are suddenly better. I promise you it get's better, promise, promise .