Now.... I think of him ALL the time. I think of therapy ALL the time. When I first started seeing him something really painful was being brought to light and I was deeply distraught and very upset with him because I have to go home with this and he skips off on his merry way. I was really upset with him and "it". Although, I did not recognize he picked up on this. The can of worms about to be opened was life-changing. I walked into next session and he said that he was going to call me to see how I was doing but used a type of professional restraint feeling he was crossing a line.I remember thinking "what?"....you think of clients off time. YOU thought of ME! How wierdly impossible someone would think of how I was doing. Well, we were just getting to know each other and have since forged quite an alliance, not always good, but very, very strong. I think of him all the time and I know he thinks of me...I matter to him and feel it now. Took a very long time to get here.