It's been a hectic week. Last week I had to work like 26 hours of overtime. I ended up calling in one day, because I felt like crap all week and needed a day to rest. Found out last night I've felt like crap because I've got a sinus infection. Fun times.

Yesterday, I had my first panic attack. It hit me out of nowhere. Luckily I saw my T today, so we discussed it, even though I was only able to get a half hour spot. I tried to get an appointment with my pdoc this week too, but found out she is out of the office for the next two weeks, so I've got no help coming from that corner for a while.

To top off an already crappy week, today I feel like I'm crashing. I'm tired, and I don't want to do anything, and I feel like I'm on the verge of tears. I don't know if this is just from the sinus infection, an after effect of my panic attack yesterday, or if I'm truly falling into a depression. I pray it's not the latter, but considering I really want to lay down and cry myself to sleep, I think it might be.

I don't know what to do to try and head this off. Like I said, my pdoc is out of the office for two weeks, and I won't see my therapist for another two weeks either. I would have talked to my T earlier if this feeling would have started this morning instead of this afternoon.