I feel awesome!!! Everything is bright and shiny and omg smelling I through the roof. I can smell the color green. It's cooled down today high only like low 70's. I want to go walk for hours and explore. And write about the trees that talk or go lay under the tall tree next to the house. I just want to be outside. The windows are open sunshine is blowing in. I don't want this feeling to go away. I feel beautiful. I feel magical. I feel everything, that's the only way to explain this. I feel like I'm plugged into the world. I feel like I need to become one with it. There is so much I want to do and be today. Mind you none of it had to do with work. It was all about me work makes someone else seem better than they are. I don't understand why no one recognizes I'm a very important part of work. I want to go shop for corsets. So much to do.
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Dream Big..... Wish Big..... Believe Big......
PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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