Hi to everyone,

My last diagnose was BPD, I don't know if I fit, I've been through OCD and others....
meds: Zoloft, Wellbutrin,
now: Depekane, Lorazepam....
I am sometimes depressed yes, more confused, don't cut myself but had once suicidal thoughts... definitely anxiety all the time, Pick my face, wonder around in my place.
Have lots of energy but not the thrill to do things.
All of that has affected my intestines (Colon problem) I go to therapy changed 4 times of therapist, I am really annoyed of all the time repeating the same things.
My greatest concern right now is... Am I not producing something that affects my body? Is this me or my personality has just changed through time due to electrical (brain speaking) hormones / neurotransmitters.

I am like what the "#$#"$ please just want this to come to an end, have something accurate diagnose and my colon problem fixed