Hello birdpumkin.I'm Truebliever.I read your reply.I wish I could give you a hug.You sound a lot like me.In Jan I started having anxiety.I had neen working and had to quit because my husband health got so bad and I'm the mother of a 34 yr special needs daughter who also has health needs.My anxiety got so bad I have been to the er too many times.I was saved,yet I still have anxiety.In feb we had a freak ice storm which a tree came through our home within inches of my husband.You talk about your cats,i have pet birds.Please use the computer to talk to people,such as me.and there are free classes to take.There are people who do care.Please hang in You are strong.