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rainbow8 · Jul 15, 2014, 05:23 PM

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Originally Posted by My kids are cool

Bad sessions suck, Rainbow. Right there with you today. I spent at least five minutes crying in the bathroom after mine. Hugs.

I'm sorry it happened to you too. You're right! Bad sessions suck. And I have 2 weeks to try and forget about it. I'm home now and crying. Tried to tell my H and he said "you're enmeshed." Big help, huh.

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Originally Posted by Wysteria

I'm so very sorry that you are hurting Rainbow. I feel for you and hope that you can indeed find ways to internalize what she has taught you and feel her presence when she is not around. I like that you have your heart stone and recordings. Sometimes, okay all the time, my littlest "part" of me sits under T's desk so at least I know that she is safe.

I wish you only some peace and the confidence you need to go forward. I'm glad that your T cares so much about you...

Gentle hugs,
Wysteria

Thanks, Wysteria. Right now I'm having trouble believing my T cares. Part of me knows she would be really happy if I could quit therapy and feel good about doing that. She's trying to help me get there. But other parts feel she is rejecting me. It hurts so bad.

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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

(((((((( rainbow8 ))))))))

Thanks very much for the hugs, and for my favorite hearts, fuzzybear. They help.

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Originally Posted by Aloneandafraid

Hi Rainbow. I'm so sorry you had an upsetting session. It is so difficult to leave when they go like that - when all you want to do is feel validated and 'held'. I am sending you hugs and strength to get through to the next session which I am sure will be more positive and hopefully healing. Keep with it Rainbow, you are doing so well. I know exactly how you feel.

Thanks, aloneandafraid. I don't know how you can manage 8 weeks without T. I can't manage two. I want to be strong and not email or google her or look on FB. I want to not want her! I will have this pattern until I die.