My T tonight threatened to do an emergency petition if I couldn't convince her I was safe. I am safe I know that deep down even if that doesn't show through all the time. She was worried about the cutting I have started and all the suicidal thoughts I have been having. Part of my problem is I am still mad at her because she is leaving and it was all made worse because last week she gave a glimmer of hope that she might stay but I now know that is not the case.

I feel like I can't be truthful with her anymore. She is going to call my pdoc and I will have to wait and see what they decide.

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