I´m thinking a lot of ending therapy prematurely because of lack of fundings. I got 10 sessions paid by my insurance company and now I only have a few of them left and already know that I have too complex issues to be dealt with and treated upon within these sessions.

The therapy really helps me but in the same time dealing with different issues also creates mental wounds. That is, if I continue with therapy, more wounds and thoughts will rise and because of my lack of funding I won´t have time to deal with those.

In one way I feel attending therapy was the right thing to do but when I realise therapy in many cases and as in mine isn´t just fixing problems in some short period of time I at the same feel a bit fooled by the situation.

I´ve just got past the first stage in therapy and getting to know my therapist and dealing with some of my issues so I´m very far from really solving any problems. For the moment my therapist is on vacation and I feel a substantial difference, that is having more anxiety and negative thoughts.

I haven´t found any other ways of funding therapy, me myself can´t afford paying. The therapist doesn´t work pro bono and doesn´t offer a sliding scale to that extent that I will be able to pay. I feel very trapped, sad and frustrated and perhaps it´s better not taking any more sessions? I don´t want to spend the last sessions talking about this matter with my therapist because it won´t help me with the issues I entered therapy for.