Thank you a lot for your beautiful & supportive message Skeezyks, you're so friendly
Well Skeezyks, I'm graduated from college, & I work. But I have higher ambitions; as I applied for Master's since 6 years ago & didn't finish it yet 'cause of my condition, & I want to one day in the future get a PhD, but with life like this, I don't think I'll achieve anything realistically speaking!
People here in Egypt who deal with mental illnesses are only psychiatrists, & they only give me drugs, & I've searched like forever here in Egypt for someone who actually makes psychotherapy but can't find one. That's why I searched online for American therapists who make psychotherapy online but they charge very expensive which outweighs my income. Maybe because incomes in the US are much higher than in Egypt
So I don't know where or how to find professional help, meaning psychotherapy not just prescribing drugs