Firstly, to everyone who responded here,
I was originally not in a very good headspace when I posted this, and at first I think I was just angry. But now a few of these posts just make me feel like my feelings were right. Not all of these posts, just some.
I'm sorry if I upset anyone, that's just how I feel. Dunno why I feel that way, maybe a mix of things.
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Originally Posted by possum220
Hi Kori,
Today I watched a number of adults be very kind and caring of another adult who had hurt themselves. Actually I saw the same kind of thing two weeks ago.
No, not everybody is kind. Sounds like you need to meet some new people. A lot more people.
Maybe if you started being kind to people your world would open up a bit more.
Our attitudes can be reflected back to us.
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I would like to get to know some new people.
But the more new people I meet, the more I am let down. I don't want to keep meeting people just to be let down again and again. I'm sick of thinking I've met a new friend and putting them high on my priority list and then I'm just crushed because I find out that they really don't give a rat's *** about me. They just care about themselves.
I can try harder to be more kind to others, and I am cordial, but it's hard to be especially kind to people when they don't show kindness to you, you know?
I know people here keep saying, "But I'm not selfish, look at all the things I've done!" And they're great things... but all I want is for someone to just listen to me. No one listens because no one cares. I find it's just invalidating to vent to me all the things you've done to prove your not selfish just to make yourself look unselfish while ignoring what I originally came to rant about. I mean, it's whatever now...