I think that is my main problem.....as there is no one else around complaining they are hungry or who decided to go ahead & make something to eat.....so way too often, I'm just too lazy to go down to the kitchen & make anything to eat. I am more than likely to make dinner......unless I have those frozen french toast's where I can put them in the toaster oven & cover them with fresh raspberries......

I buy food at the store....put it in the refrig......then never get back to the refrig let alone the freezer.....I think about what I can eat at the grocery, & buy some things....but then either get involved in working around the farm & like the other night, didn't even grill my lamb chop until midnight because that's when I got done with the work I was trying to do.

It's just hard to get into making food for one person & then I don't sit down to eat....sometimes I eat standing up at the stove (glass top stove) next to the oven & microwave.

It actually felt good the other night even though I ate at 1am....I had a nice glass of wonderful white German sweet wine while I was grilling my lamb chops & grilling the asperagus. I took it up to the computer room to eat. I really don't have a table to eat at & my kitchen bar is covered with junk. Living alone doesn't lend for a normal eating situation in the first place IMO. But when I was living in the bad marriage & isolating myself in my own room, that didn't lend to normal eating either....& that's been going on since my anorexia took over in the first place.....so it is definitely situationally inspired