Can't take this anymore. Reaching my breaking point. Not sure I can handle one more day like this. Not sure I can stand another week of this summer 'vacation'. I never imagined depression could feel like this. I literally feel like I cannot breathe. At this point, I'm not even sure anymore whether my chest and my stomach and my head hurt because of depression, anxiety, or the eating disorder. All I know is that everything hurts and I just want to sleep. But I can't even manage to do that long enough to get pleasure from it.