While I worked today, I planned to drop out and never use the computer again so I wouldn't be a bother to people,

Hugs to you Echoes, you had a really lousy day but never a bother.....we need to continue supporting each other. The health insurance thing really makes life more difficult than we need. As for the fogginess, I think it might be some form of dissociation. See my post about confusion on the dissociation board a couple days ago. I called it confusion but it happens to me when I'm anxious and/or overwhelmed which it sounds like you were today. Hope tomorrow is better. Get a lot of rest, be good to yourself.