LOL...the delusional faith aspect of your story does sound a lot like mine. I don't think I could ever give up my faith though, I cling to it so very passionately and so very strongly! Thank you for sharing your story. It was wonderful to learn about you, even if only a bit and it's very nice to meet you. And see, I also am feeling a little manic, or hypomanic perhaps, and when I do, I start listening to songs like this melodramatic one. It always gets my husband a little worried, lol. This song might be on repeat until 4 AM. LOL...at least I can make fun of myself.