I dont understand what you want. Like tigergirl said, what is your goal now for therapy? But back to what you want. Is there an obstacle to getting what you want? If you want someone to listen to you, if that is a friend, usually you have to listen back, but with a friend you have things in common, things you find appealing about the person, so you enjoy yourself talking or listening.

It sounds like you do a lot of things, but the real enjoyment comes in talking about these activities to your t? Maybe that is a clue. Like you could/should be a movie critic. Just thinking out loud here.