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Old Jul 15, 2014, 11:42 PM
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Originally Posted by hankster View Post
I dont understand what you want. Like tigergirl said, what is your goal now for therapy? But back to what you want. Is there an obstacle to getting what you want? If you want someone to listen to you, if that is a friend, usually you have to listen back, but with a friend you have things in common, things you find appealing about the person, so you enjoy yourself talking or listening.

It sounds like you do a lot of things, but the real enjoyment comes in talking about these activities to your t? Maybe that is a clue. Like you could/should be a movie critic. Just thinking out loud here.
Idk, hankster. All my Ts told me I have attachment issues because of unmet needs. I just want to be happy and not frustrated and anxious. I want to not want my T. I want the SE to work. I always want my Ts to be what they can't be to me. Everything! Mother, partner, friend, maybe sister. I never had s sister. Whatever I want is unreasonable. I just want T to help me get over all of this stuff but I give up. It's something I have to live with like my allergies. Addiction to T. It's in my blood or something. I wish I weren't me any more!
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