My mom just took away the meds I was taking. It was actually making me feel good but she said I was taking too much. I'm not supposed to have my own meds anyway since the doctors told my parents and I that I shouldn't be allowed to hold onto my own meds.

I'm depressed about it and tomorrow will be worse. I'm not/can't get therapy. I'm not getting meds. I'm can't even be an inpatient.Which I heard sucks. I already feel like an inpatient in my own home since I am not allowed to take my own meds.

Everything is twisted inside.

I realize I have no control over my own life. Just a dog told what to do.