as above, how do u know it's time for some intensive treatment?

I am at a lost. everytime i go inpatient, before i step through the door, i want out. For the following days i pester my doc until i get DC. In my mind i only want outside and nothing to do with the ward. one reason being i hv ED and i hate being controlled in term of diet in wards.

This time i m having psychosis. I get violent thoughts. but for hallucinations they died down a little. sometimes others are bizarre as to what i am saying. Only the urge to become violent is there. I don't know whether to go IP.