But in a good way. I have been dancing all morning (as apposed to lying on the couch) and laughing out loud for no reason. I just feel bizarre and very giddy. I keep checking this site over and over compulsively, lol. I can't decide if I should drive to another state or fly or both. But for now, those are just silly ideas. I laugh as I type this. I have to go though I need to take care of my kiddos (aka keep dancing with them).
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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