Wow guys, thanks. That really does help.
I am strange in that I trust people but don't trust anyone... LOL.. But I really do trust my therapist and his insight, but the more I was reading on peoples reactions to their trauma and how I don't feel anything really but a few facts; I started questioning.
Now part of me is even a bit more spooked now because if you guys are saying you didn't really feel anything about it at first, does that mean if I start to improve I am going to? Not sure how much I like that idea either. LOL

**and sorry, not sure these replies are making it in an understandable manner as I am a newbie and my posts have to be reviewed before posted. Sorry if it is confusing in any manner.