Thanks eskielover, yes, I suppose the fact that I don't want to have to move back in with my parents doesn't help. I moved out on bad terms, and even though we seem okay now I guess moving back in makes me think the arguing would start again, and it would kind of be like admitting that they were right all along and admitting to failure of some sort.

I think it's just going to be hard to walk away from something that has been so good apart from that.