I don't know what is wrong with me.
I used to be happy and I little chaotic but happy. I have started a very problematic relationship with a recent separated guy, who is moody, controlling and I just found out due our lack of intimacy that he's addicted to porn.
I feel lost, trapped and hopeless. I cannot focus on my work, I neglect my business and I became very lazy. I picked up like 10 lb in 1 year. I'm afraid that soon I will bankrupt as I just cannot focus on important thing.
My memory is also in bad shape. I forget absolutely everything.
Sometimes I sit in front of my Computer and even though I know that I have to work, I cannot be productive, I just jump from one thing for the next one and end up playing candy crash.
I need help! Is that depresion?
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