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Old Apr 12, 2007, 06:50 AM
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Last week it was like an addiction
If i hadn't done it i had to
or i couldn't sleep
then the urge went away
by itself
but i failed again
i think its less than a week since i did it
and this time in a different place
how will i hide it
i can't wear gloves all day
(altho winter is here already lol)
my sleeves won't hide it
the red dripping was so ccalming
the sting now is great
because now i feel something
i never thought twice
just did it
the girls- what will they say
when they wake me in the morning
how can i hide it
from them
and work- when i pop in tomorrow
at least i am not working
only wed next week
so i have time there
it's so stupoid
at the mo i feel like nothing happened
i don't even regret it
but its the ramifications that are worrying me
and the fact that once again
i have failed
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