thanks guys. yeah, i was scared after sending it. it was a nice response too. but now, of course, i'm scared about the other one i sent lol. on the upside i guess i am taking risks. he does seem to respond well, so i think i should be doing that. it is a lot easier to do that by email rather than in person so i guess in a way i can think of the absence of sessions as an opportunity to talk more by email. make the most of the time he does have available lol. i guess i am opening up, yeah. now i'm kinda waiting for him to go 'oh, you want that? but i don't do that... if you want that then you are too well for me to see you really.' we will see, i guess.