I've been looking for a therapist the last 2 days (although I haven't told my husband yet). It's so difficult! I finally found somebody who seems like she deals with the kinds of problems I have, and she's nearby. But, she's going on vacation for a month (not too bad) and she doesn't really have evening or weekend hours which is tough for me b/c I work during the day.

I can't seem to like anyone else. I'm not even sure I know what I'm looking for though. I've been looking for someone with experience with personality disorders, but since I haven't been diagnosed borderline maybe that's not what I should be looking for? idk. I do figure if they're experts in personality disorders they can at least tell me if I have one or not.

I've also been limiting myself to women therapists. Maybe I should look at men too? idk either. I can't see myself pouring my heart out to a guy, but who knows. But what if I get attached to the female therapist... after all, it's always females I get the crazy attachments to. So confused!!!