Freefallin
I feel your anger I was the same one day I drank a bottle rum and applied for 120 jobs online and landed a cracker. Ok I had to move 150 miles but sometimes lifting yourself and smiling and being someone different to get you in is what you need to do.

The Police the band play funky nice music but to get signed when punk was the in thing they had to release some punky material to get signed just to get in the door.

Focus on your commitment to health and safety or your ability to complete tasks to the exact detail. To improve have ideas and work with others.
How you are keen to enhance your learning through online courses once you have funds and will be willing to travel work long hours.

Stand out with a confidence and determination go for jobs you don't feel you will get dress smart go early research the company and prove you are the person they have always wanted.

Turn up early for interview ask lots of questions.
The cleaner in my last job sat down with me all depressed he knew the facility inside out he knew the clients the improvements needed and he complained he could do a better job. He had no qualifications struggled with home life but I said you don't even see what you can achieve here do you? You work for a massive company you clean big bosses rooms do errands for facility manager non stop great every day on time and you are polite now think.
So I introduced him to the biggest boss he wore a suit talked his ideas over how he would goto college if needed and after an hour his depression had lifted.

He got the facility managers job all be it lower wages to start and a few months training.

He didn't realise but he was a hard working cleaner a punctual nice spoken individual respected by staff and now he is top dog.

He was always top dog just never realised it


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