I'm sorry lilypup. I'm not in trouble just so everywhere and wanting to do everything and my wife is making me copy recipes 😴. So boring. I'm sure if I wasn't as strict on my outward appearance to others I'd probably be in major trouble.

So thus is getting to be a problem. I can't sit. I can't complete a task. I can't focus on one thing. Wife wants me to double dose on melatonin or take a tylenol pm. I don't want to. I don't want to over do it on sleep aids and sleep through work tomorrow because I'm sure my body is exhausted but I'm so not it's like my body is separate from me. I don't even know if what I'm saying right now makes sense. I feel like everything is going so slow from my wife's talking and moving to my talking and the fan blowing in the window. Maybe I should try to read and mellow a bit or yoga or meditate.