Hello M.
I am sorry you are going through this at this time. Are you seeing a therapist? If you are aware that you are out of control again, then I hope you can talk to your therapist and try to regain some of the control that you have learned in the past. Perhaps your behavior at this point is in regard to other issues that you have not dealt with in the past with your therapist, and it is now surfacing at this time in your life. I hope the best for you and your future. take one day at a time. Take Care Soidhonia
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The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill
of Things Unknown and Longed for Still
and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill
for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom
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