so for what seems like the billionth time today i am sitting here in my room wanting to self harm. i have called my T and am waiting for her to call back, thats if she does at all. i am so tired of all the drama in my life that i dont even put there. other people do. wish they would get the hell out of my life. im so stressed im trying to figure out what i need to be doing and what direction to go but it seems pointless. nothing is working and i cant take this any longer. im so tired of tryin to be strong for so long. i need to self harm so so badly. ugh... BREATHE.. :'(