hee hee, thanks..it's true though! lol!
i do work on a lot of houses, drywall plumbing,electrical etc.
and i also flip houses and rent them out to people as well

i had to go into business for myself, i would have never made it as an employee.
so i love it..when i screw up i don't have to worry about getting fired again.

if my BPD is acting up really bad..i don't work, it's nice.
other things i do to keep myself busy i have a nice park nearby my home that has a good sized river, i just go down there and watch the birds on the water.

it really helps.

sometimes when my impulsivity gets the best of me, i'll go on a bender..not the most positive thing..but it keeps me busy and takes away the emptyness for a while!

it's hard for me not to do something because the emptyness takes over, so i HAVE to do something, ANYTHING..long as i don't sit and ruminate.