I'm sinking back into it. I started crying this weekend over nothing. I read a sad article on fbook today and started crying when I thouht of it on the way home in the car. I'm second guessing all of my decisions, that is if I can even make a decision. I walk around in a little zombie zone.

I'm in a new relarionship and I am second guessing that too. I feel like I'm going to mess it up- and to be honest, it's the best thing that had happened to me in a while!

Idk what to do. I have an appt with my psych next week. I increase my medicine back up to where I felt was a therapeutic dose - she said I could do that last time.

I just feel like this thing is swollowin me whole.