I am pretty traumatized from my hospitalization, which was dec 2011. The whole process of being held involuntarily for 3 weeks, and then all the repercussions to my career are really hard for me to get over. It was a long time ago, but i think about it often. I walked into the ER and asked for help, and the help i got was traumatizing and ruined a lot of things for me. I will never go back to hospital again. Ever. Big regrets