I do kind of believe that the universe takes care of us... if you believe that is possible it is also possible that the job you don't think you want as much might lead you someplace better than you could have imagined.
I'm not sure if I believe the universe is "magical" that way or not but I do believe it can be that way if we perceive it to be that way. We just have to be open to let the magic in. Depression makes that nearly impossible to do.
But hang in there, I know things seem bad and you have a right to be stressed out and worried. But the fact that you are going to the interview tomorrow shows you have not given up and that is the best thing you can do for yourself.
The world is what we make of it...
{{{{{{wants2fly}}}}}}}
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