Thank you all for the support when I was posting about my sadistic pdoc. My therapist has put in paperwork for me to see a new pdoc. Before that I was literally calling the tri-state area. She also told me that on disability it is still acceptable to have a MD monitor psych meds and fill out SS paperwork.

Don't settle for any mental health professional who makes you feel humiliated and degraded!!! Don't give up and feel that's as good as it gets.

Hugs!