Tao,

Glad you are back, and it sounds like you are getting good treatment. That's what I like about psych central - it is an opportunity to share experiences and encourage each other back and forth as equals. That was something I was desperately searching for, as it seems that in all of my relationships I was either needy and dependent, or I felt responsible for someone else and they leaned on me. I needed a chance to have friends who both give support and give me a chance to support them when they need it, and we can understand each other.

Then, on the other hand, you could look into mentoring programs, or even a degree in psychology or counseling. You're smart enough, and you have empathy. If it turns out to be something you like, don't let anything stop you.

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