So I get to stay with her for 6 more months. To the end of the year, anyway. I want to try to make the most of my 6 months and try to do real work. I think my Ts attitude will be different if I make real effort.

I went to talk to the CEO of my insurance and he did this for me. He's a nice guy.

Before the decision, I couldn't eat...didn't eat for a week. Now it's like I can't STOP eating, I've eaten so much today I've puked several times and I still want to eat. I tried grounding exercises but they're not working and all I want to do is e-mail my T but I only have two e-mails left for the week so I'm trying really hard not to waste one...