I can't tell if I am crazy or if she is lying to me. She told me she asked me if I wanted any pills and I said no? I don't know anymore. Did I say no? I don't remember the conversation. Talking to my own mom makes me want to cry. I feel anxiety and stress talking to my own mom. Feel like I am about to lose it. I can't trust anyone. Everyone makes me anxious. Talking to online people makes me anxious. Doing anything with others makes me anxious. Yet I am lonely. I try to work with the anxiousness and I just get incredibly pissed off feeling like I am touching a nerve.