Perhaps I'm in denial, but I'm giving it my best shot to conquer the attachment issues and be able to see my T for the rest of my life, or as long as she is available to me. I'm trying to build my resources and be happy without my T, but not have to give her up. So, to finally answer your question, I DO NOT see past the therapy unless circumstances force me to terminate it.

I think you nail it here. You want opposing goals: to not need therapy, but to remain in therapy. To not need your T, but to not be independent of her. Sounds like you just want to stop time; maybe it's worth exploring what wanting to stop time protects you from now?