Thanks all. I should have thanked you earlier maybe but ..well...I wasn't in mood.

I don't really know how I feel now. But I have a doctors appointment today in which I believe I'll get a therapist and possibly a anxiety disorder diagnose. yeah I think I got both depression and anxiety disorder...

pls stay with me ._. I know I didn't really at much to the thread to discuss but I'm so afraid of being left alone anyways...