I am a cutter myself, so I understand how you're in that aspect. Ask yourself, why do I not love myself? Why am I not worthy? I bet you once you do, you will realize it's you that is your own worst critic and it's you that doesn't love him/her self. That's what I do. I have terrible anxiety on top of mood disorder and OCD, as well as cut sporadically when I know I shouldn't. That's when I am not doing well though, and it's blurry after those episodes. As I mentioned in another post to someone else...

I am extremely self destructive. I ask myself, why??? You are not alone, and many of us are because we don't feel worthy. I am not going to give you any advice of what I am thinking bc it would be out of line. BUT YOU are WORTHY, BEAUTIFUL, AND DESERVE MORE. Treat yourself with love and care, and brush yourself off. I tell myself these things everyday to help and get better. They are true, just start believing, and things will start changing. Be strong enough to say, I am going to do the opposite today of what I usually do. I tell myself that and it actually works.