Hello and welcome to Psych central. There are many options for mental health care if you are in the United states. Your local county mental health agency in your area works on a sliding scale fee, and can get your medication for free as well, so that you can get the treatment you need at this time. If you are in the UK then you will have to ask someone regarding the mental health help that you need at this time such as SKY (The community Greeter here at Psych centrral). I hope you feel better soon and can find the help you need in your area soon for your mental health. take care Soidhonia