Can't stop talking. I'm even talking to myself when there's no one to talk to. I'm annoying people being this way some have told me so. I'm starting to get a little paranoid about this now. I like being up, but when it interferes with daily life is a problem right? I feel abnormal with this entire thing... I'm constantly forcing myself to remain in control, but this is starting to get outside of my grasp. I have no Pdoc to talk to that I'm comfortable with. I just want to be up without the lost control. I want people talk to but everyone is busy as I should be, but I don't want to do what I have to.