Am I being selfish? I am scared to leave this too long; I am struggling so much already. I can say that my mood has come up somewhat. The visits to the animal shelter; and seeing my kids so happy and excited; sure has helped. I got better sleep last night so of course that was helpful. I would really appreciate some adivce. Can anyone help with this one? My question is; am I being selfish by going into hospital? Would it be wrong to ask my ex to take the kids by next Friday? I dont want them to go but I need help. My thoughts race and I dont think clearly most of the time. I am scared. I had also cut more a couple of nights ago. Maybe I can wait. I dont know. I can phone them anytime but is it enough???? Not sure what to do here. And I know it can be hard to get into the hospital when its full; so take the chance when its offered???
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