I found out he's resigning and his last day will be on Sept. 7th. I am devastated. I am more devastated than when my father died. I know he'll be staying in the area, but I don't know if he'll continue to go to our church. If he did, I might be ok. I've got a date tonight, hopefully I can take my mind off of it for awhile. I don't feel like I'm going to be able to give any relationship my all though because I love him. I want him, not another relationship, not another guy who might take my mind off of him for awhile. Well, truth is that nothing will take my mind off of him. No matter what.