Feeling a little uncertain and even scared. Out of all my thirty some odd years off suffering from chronic depression I have neve come out of it like I had the other night. My children and long tiome friends are worried about me and the way it happened. They have never sseen it either.
One friend mention to me last night that she is worried. She hopes I am out and in the clear but can't help but think that what is happening might be the calm befroe the storm?

Still going to see the doctor tomorrow morning. Mayne she can tell me what is happening. Today I feel burnt out and just want to sleeep.