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It was this way with me; I am from India and I am a Hindu [I give you this info as I want all to have a clear understanding of my position] my mother was very strict with me since childhood but doting towards my elder brother. Since I got to 15 years of age her behaviour suddenly changed towards me. I don’t know what the reasons could be but I guess one on them is that my elder brother is a good for nothing spendthrift. My father works in the BSF and is out station for most of the year. It was also during this time that I started earning a bit. Whatever the reasons her behaviour changed drastically! It started with smiles & nice talk and gradually shifted to frequent kisses, hugs and sometimes massages. All this I never got during my childhood so I was taken aback but then I saw that her affection was a bit different than a mom son relationship entails. Like I notice she lip kisses me often these days instead of pecks on my cheeks, also during massages she tries to, how do I say do more than just massage, like if she is massaging my belly her hands travel a bit too low for my comfort or when she is massaging my leg her hand fondle my inner things right up to my lions! Like a couple of days ago she came to massage me in a bra and petticoat, you can imagine the situation as I was in my underwear only [she insists on it during massages]. She also makes me massage her sometimes or calls me to the bathroom to apply soap to her back. All these were quite ok for I live in India where mother and son are supposed to be intimately close. In my creed Hinduism mothers command is considered more pious than even deities and must be followed at all costs. Hence I carried on but of late even I am uneasy as I sometimes get the hots for her due to her conduct. Like few days back she was talking about my GF and subtly turned the topic towards my sex life. I have to admit I was aroused by her talk and expressions, don’t know why I talked in such detail with her about my sex life, even describing my sex acts with my GF to her! I am myself very surprised on my act. She ended by hinting “if you need any advice or otherwise need any help in this matter I can help you after all I am more experienced in this matter” She smiled slyly and said I need more practice and maybe she can help! I was dumbfounded and she walked away giving me a smile.
Please help me am I reading too much into this or is there something wrong?
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